Blinded By The Scene .

lately.
i kinda feel as if i was thrown in into the ocean.
forced to swin withouht an oxygen mask.
things happening far too fast.
and usually i would not care.
but i have lost focus on my passions and craft!
the things that meant the most to me.
seem to not exsist anymore.
but have been placed on the back burner.
when i look back.
i laugh.
its funy how things i didn't know about.
things i mocked.
have become part of my life.
no longer did i watch from afar.
before i knew it.
i transformed into this person that i could not define.
maybe it was better the way it was before.
when i had no idea about this thing.
this lifestlye they all live.
that seemed so creative.
which was also so enticing.
but in the end.
they all did the same thing.
in the same way.
at the same time.
in the same place.
which is why i must go far far away.
to my place of observation and wonder.

- Paige Fraser